Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams. ♥

~Ashley Smith~

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Happy..

Today, I felt really, really happy.
I've got my first salary from this new company today.
All my hard work for this month has paid off.
Thank you to my boss and my HR.
Owh, and also the account staffs who calculate my salary.
Thanks a lot.

This coming Saturday, this company will make their first birthday bash for this year.
We will have bowling tournament as well.
Its happening at U-bowl, One Utama.
Just wait for the story and the pictures next week.
Till then..


p/s: want to go shopping for office attire. weehoo... :)

Friday, March 23, 2012

Are We Concerned?

Today, I'm going to talk about concerns.
Why did I want to talk about this?
It is based on my experience.

There is one blind man who worked in the same building as me.
Usually, he will take bus from and to the office.
I usually will sit at back side of the bus and I like to watch people while listen to radio.
When the blind man step inside the bus, all the people will watch him.
Some will help him get into the bus and gave their seat to him, while others just look at him.
Mentality of some bus passengers is that they will not easily give up their seats to others even among the 'others' are those that require seat the most(I have that mentality sometimes).

There was an
incident that occurred yesterday evening that opened my eyes.
The bus that arrived yesterday is a mini bus.
The bus is already packed with passengers.
There's only 3 seats at the lower side of the bus that specifically for disable people(those who have been in Rapid KL bus will know about this).
There's also signage that told the purpose of the seat.
There's also the blind man inside the bus.
At first I thought that someone already gave him seat like always.
But, then I saw him standing near the window.
I was shocked because usually when he enter the bus, people will give him seat.
But not yesterday.
The 3 lady just sat there like nothing happen.
We, the one that standing inside the bus just look at him with sympathy.
Not long after that, the 40+ lady gave up her seat and let the blind man sits there.
The people around me starts talking.
Many have questioned why the lady has to gave up her seats and not the 2 young lady?
There's two young lady behind me starts posting the event in the Facebook.
The ladies in front of me starts gossiping about the event.
While I'm in the middle did nothing at all.
The young Chinese lady get off at the second bus stop.
How intolerable is that?

So what did I actually learn from the incidents?
I learn how other people will talk about the unconcerned people and I also learn how bad it looks from other peoples eye.
The incidents makes me reminds myself that when ever I saw disable people in the bus, try to be considerate with them.
Don't just only think about myself but think about other people as well.
So, readers ask yourself, Are You Concerned?

p/s: I can be very bad when I'm in the bus. There will be less patience in me. So BEWARE..





Thursday, March 22, 2012

QPR vs Liverpool

While I was listening to Fly Fm, my fav radio station this morning I heard the most shocked news.
Queens Park Rangers beats Liverpool by 3-2.
My first thought is "Are they for real?"
But as I heard more and more from the DJ, I'm convinced with the news.
But how in the world did Liverpool lost to them?
As far as I know, Liverpool is much more tougher than the QPR.
And then the DJ said that at first they were left by 2-0 but they manage to catch up with Liverpool in the remaining 20 minutes and they actually beat them up.
(No offense to Liverpool fans.)

And then the DJ called Tan Sri Tony Ternandes.
When he picks up the call he sounds very very happy.
You can actually heard the happiness in his voice.
And as a Malaysian, I'm proud with the team even though I'm not a big fan of them.
To Tan Sri Tony Fernandes, congratulations on the new victory from your football club.
I hope that the team can go further under your shade.
All the best to Queens Park Rangers.

p/s: Harimau Malaya still No.1 in my heart. Prioritize our national football team. *cheers*

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Bikes I Love

Motorbikes.
What's not to love about them?
I fell in love with it ever since I met one with less noise last year.
Its my dream to have one someday.
The one that not so big and not too loud.
And the most important thing is, I want one that can go through the KL traffic.
Since I started working at Damansara, I found the one I dream of.
The one that suits all the criteria above.
And I started googling it.
It was the Kawasaki Versys.



OMG.. It was soo 'cantik'.
Fell in love with it right away.
I really, really hope that I can get one of this bike one day (Amin).

p/s: Hope my dream can come true one day. :-)

Finding My True Self

At the age of 23 (soon to be 24), I still can't find my true self. There's time when I envy people who is happy with their life and their job or people who knows exactly what they want for their life. I'm on the other hand still in doubt with my own life. Is that a normal thing?I myself am not sure about it.

There's always doubt in my heart when it comes to work. "Can I manage to stay long in this job or do I have to find another job already." "Can I cope with the job scope and the people." "How am I going to stay long in this company when the staff always talk behind peoples back." Those are some of the FAQ from my heart. I can't exactly sure what I really want to do for a living. Right now, I'm still in doubt with my current position. Is this what I really want or just another transit for me. *Sigh*

The biggest problem for me is finding my own identity. I really, really am envy those who have their own identity and those who always look good in whatever they are wearing (again, is that a normal thing?). I'm still hesitate between my desires and demands of religious. It's involving wearing "hijab". I know it is wrong for Muslim lady for not wearing hijab, but I still think that myself still not ready for it. What's the point of wearing it today but not wearing it again next week? Just like what I did 3 years back. It's best if just not wear it at all. I know that most Muslim people will not agree with me but I think that's the best way for me. I hope that Allah will open my heart so that I can become a good Muslimah.

I hope that this year I can find my true self. I'm getting married next year (insyaallah), so it is best for me to find out what I really want to do with my life so that I will not make the wrong decision. And, the most important thing is I will try my best to be a good Muslimah. Amin.

p/s: Love to read blogs from girls who wears hijab and looks very, very fashionable in it.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Putrajaya 4th Hot Air Balloon Festival

My favourite event of the year has ended yesterday.
It was a very happy day even though not all balloons fly in the sky.
This year we arrived there early.
We got there around 1.40p.m.
It was a very cloudy day at first but when the day got older, the sun shines cheerfully in the sky.
We stayed there until 7.40p.m and we felt really, really tired.
When I reached home, my feet can't barely move an inch.
It was a very tiring yet so wonderful day.
And I can't wait for next year event.


p/s: I have a blast on that day.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Korean Fever..

Korean Marathon...
Woohoo...
It's been a long time since I last watch Korean drama.
I just can't start watching those drama.
It makes me addicted to it.
I still remember when I last watch 'Boys Over Flower'.
I didn't sleep for 2 days just because of that drama.
I can remember me telling myself to stop watching the drama and go to sleep.
But until the sun rises again, I still in the bed watching those episodes.
It's funny when I think about it.

Once I start watching a drama or a movie; I will watch it until the end.
I will try my best not to skip a single episode.
And if I did, I will watch them from the internet.
Funny isn't it.
Currently, I'm watching 'Naughty Kiss'.
I've seen the drama before but as usual I can't stop myself from watching the drama.
Those who have the same interest as me will know how it feels.
Till then...

p/s: Can't wait to watch those colourful hot air balloon this weekend...

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Human and Violence

I was so shocked when I read newspaper this morning.
The news about the girl, Nurul Nadirah or also known as Dirang that had been reported missing on the 1 of March had died really, really shocked me to death.
I can't even imagine how the person responsible for her death have the heart to do it.
She's just a little girl that doesn't know anything, yet being murdered and then burn.
How cruel is that?
What did she do wrong until they murdered her and burned her?
I hope that the person responsible for the crime got their punishment, a really really appropriate punishment.

And as for that little girl family, be strong.
Accept this as a challenge from god to see how strong a person can be when given a test like this.
Allah takes her because he loves her and now she's in a better place.
Let's just all pray for her.
Rest in peace Nurul Nadirah.

*for a full news read the article here.

Hot Air Balloon

Woohoo....
My favorite event of the year comes again.
I've never missed this event since the first time they organize it in 2009 and hopefully same goes this year.
I can't wait to be there and watch all those colourful balloons in the air.
It will be held on this coming weekend (15-18 March 2012).
Mark the date guys, I'm going to see you there.
Hot Air Balloon, here I come...

Mood: Excited.

Tuesday Blues...

Being a receptionist sometimes boring.
There's not much to do.
When there's work, it will be a lot.
But when there is not much to do, you will get so bored that you feel like you just wanna go somewhere and sleep the whole day.
And that's what I'm feeling right now.


Thursday, March 1, 2012

New Month, New Job, New Life..

Woohoo... It's the first day of the new month which is MARCH...
I've started my job on my own today..
Hopefully I can cope with the job responsibility..
Its a new challenge for me as I never do any Admin job before..
It's quite hard for me at the first time, but as time pass by I can cope with it bit by bit..
I just hope that I can perform well with this new job..
Enough with the job hopping..
Its a bad record for me..


As from now on, I want a permanent job so that I can start saving for my future..
Plus I might be getting married next year, so I have to have quite a number of money in order for me to have a wonderful wedding...
The conclusion is, I have to work hard for it..


p/s: Lets pray for our success.. Amin...