People Do Change

Assalamualaikum & Hai

I can't believe we're almost at the end of March.
Honestly, this month have been a terrible one for me.
I resign from my job and struggle to find new one.
Work for a one-day job and didn't get the pay until today.
My wedding preparation didn't go so well.
My family keep on argueing and changing the wedding vanue.
Miss out my beautiful cousins wedding.
And the worst part is, I keep on having arguement with en.man.
*sigh*

Since he came back from mount climbing, he's become a different person.
Always with his phone whatsapping with his so called 'group gunung'.
Keep on talking about them.
About the girls that went there with them.
One minute he tells me about Moon and the next he's talking about Ja.
The next day he talks about them again and again and again.
The same person and the same story.

He even ignore me when we're at restaurant.
He' s so busy that he didn't even listen to me while I'm talking.
He used to be mad at me over the same thing but now he's much more worst than me.

I don't know how he can became like that just by a split second.
He went there for only four days but when he came back, he became a totally different person.
Its almost like I don't know him at all.
Who is that guy inside my fiancee's body?
What have he done to him?
Where did my old fiancee go?
That was the question that always linger around my head.
And its killing me.

I try to be positive about it and just try to adapt with the new situation but I just can't lie to myself.
I don't like this new changes.
Maybe he just shocked over the attention he gets from his new friends.
But I'm not sure if I can accept that change.
I'm used to be his center of attention.
Its always about me but now its always about his new friend.
Sometimes I feel like I've been dump.
Being left over hanging around a conversation or being numb trying to understand what he's been talking about.
And it makes me sad.
Really sad.

With our wedding just around the corner how can he change like that?
I'm not sure what to do anymore.
I'm not sure what to think either.
I just hope he realise what I feel and try to become just like before he went for the trip.

O Allah, please give me guidance and strenght to overcome this situation so that I won't make the wrong decision.
Aminnn.

Bantuan Rakyat 1 Malaysia (BR1M)

Assalamualaikum & Hai

Semalam aku pegi ambik voucher BR1M dekat Pejabat Umno Cawangan PJS.
Excited uolls nak pegi ambik sampai ajak en.man pegi awal konon tak nak beratur panjang-panjang.
Tapi last-last keluar lambat jugak sebab kusyuk tengok marathon Running Man.

Semalam masa aku pergi rumah en.man nak hantar baju, adik dia cakap ada surat untuk aku.
Surat aku memang banyak hantar ke rumah dia.
Yelah, aku kan takde rumah tetap lagi kat KL ni.
Asyik berpindah-randah je.
Sebab tu mana yang aku rasa penting aku akan letak address rumah family dia.
Senang in case ada barang or surat penting takde la susah kalau aku pindah rumah.

Okay, back to the story.
Bila aku tau ada surat aku dekat rumah dia, cepat2 aku jalan pegi rumah dia.
Owh, adik dia bagitau kat aku time aku keluar lift.
Sebab tu aku jalan laju-laju sebab aku nak tau surat apa tu.
Bila aku dapat tau yang tu memang surat BR1M, excited gile la aku.
Yelah, aku dapat surat en.man tak dapat.
Sapa tak suka weyh.
Seronok aku kenakan dia.

Dekat dalam borang tu tulis daftar pukul 8.00 malam.
So dalam pukul 7.45 p.m baru kitorang keluar rumah.
Dekat je pun tempat nak ambik tu.
Kitorang saje je keluar lambat sebab nak elak dengar ceramah.
Tapi rupa-rupanya terpaksa dengar jugak.
Sebab diorang start bagi voucher tu lepas habis ceramah.
Ceramah politik pulak tu.
Hampeh betul.

Dalam pukul 10 p.m baru aku dapat ambik voucher.
Itu pun kena tulis nama & IC sendiri dekat voucher tu.
Satu hal pulak nak kena ambik cuti nak pegi cashkan voucher tu.
Tapi, apa-apapun aku happy sebab dapat BR1M untuk bujang ni.
Yelah, aku banyak keluar duit bayar tax kot.
So, memang patut la kerajaan bagi balik kat aku. Kan....
Anyway, million thanks to PM sebab bagi banyak benefit dekat golongan belia.
Tahun depan, up la sikit amount BR1M untuk anak muda ni. :-)

Oh ye, to those yang belum kahwin and pendapatan bulanan kurang dari RM2000, sila la apply untuk BR1M ni.
Walaupun amount dia cuma RM250, tapi tu duit korang jugak.
Korang bayar gov tax banyak-banyak tapi lepas tu bila gov bagi duit free korang tak nak ambik.
Rugi sangat-sangat weyh.
Bila lagi nak dapat duit free dari government kan.
So, silalah apply cepat-cepat dekat sini.
Apply tiap-tiap tahun okay.
Till then.
xoxo

ini la rupa voucher tu. :)

setia tunggu walaupun dia tak dapat. 

p/s: tak sabar nak tunggu en.man dapat dia punya BR1M. boleh pegi shopping barang hantaran lagi. weee...

Wedding Prep: Yeay.... Kain Nikah Dah Beli

Assalamualaikum & Hai

Salam Jumaat kepada semua.
Semalam, aku dengan en.man pegi Jakel Jalan T.A.R beli kain untuk baju nikah dia.
Aku ingat dia nak ajak aku pegi beli dekat Kamdar IOI Mall, rupa-rupanya dia ajak aku pegi Jakel.
Jealous la tu kain aku hari tu aku beli dekat Jakel.
Balik dari kerja, kitorang terus pegi Jalan T.A.R.
Sampai-sampai aje first sekali kitorang cari kedai makan.
Masing-masing dah kebulur.
Yelah baru balik kerja kan.
Kitorang makan dekat food court depan dekat dengan Mydin & pondok polis.
Boleh tahan la makan kat situ.
Harga tak la mahal sangat.
Rasa dia pun boleh tahan sedap jugak.

Lepas makan, kitorang terus pegi Jakel.
Cari kain untuk baju en. man.
Sales asst. dekat situ bawak kitorang kat tempat kain untuk baju lelaki.
Nasib dekat G floor jugak sebab aku mmg malas nak naik atas.
Nanti rambang mata.
First kain yang dia tunjuk dekat kitorang memang lembut sangat.
Tak ingat kain jenis apa.
Harga dia satu meter RM38 tapi lepas tu turun semeter RM25 sebab hari ni start sale untuk C.N.Y.
Memang rezeki kitorang la kan sebab dia turunkan harga time kitorang beli.
Suka sangat-sangat.
Bila aku dapat tau kain en.man tu dah turun harga aku pun mintak la satu kain dari dia.
Yela, hari tu aku beli kain chiffon je, kain lining untuk dalam tak beli lagi.
Alang-alang ada sale kan, aku pun beli la kain lining untuk aku sekali.
Aku amik kain satin shamus warna pink, satu meter RM12.

Kain aku:

Chiffon Jorgget (6 meter)= RM 114
Satin Shamus (4 meter)= RM48
Tudung (half moon)= RM 38
Total = RM 200 

Kain en.man:

Italian tak ingat (4.5 meter) = RM 112.50
Sampin= belum beli lagi
Songkok (beli time raya hari tu ) = RM
Total= to be update later

So sekarang ni kain aku dah settle, kain en.man pun dah settle.
Tinggal nak hantar jahit je.
Weee...... I is suka okay.
Lepas ni kitorang fokus on beli barang hantaran.
Till then... xoxo

p/s: Happy Chinese New Year to those yang celebrate. :-)