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I'm going to be 24 soon but I'm still not sure with my life.

What I really wanna do and what I choose to do.

Some people at this point of age have a lot in their minds. 

They have plans and backups for their future life. 

But me on the other hand, still trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life. 

I can't even imagine myself 5 years from now. 

At some point I felt like I haven't grown up. Like I'm still that young girl trying to build her own life.

Sometimes I felt like I'm a 17yo girl trapped in 24yo woman body. 

And that's not a good feeling to have right now as I will be getting married in 1 year time.
I really, really should plan for my future.

O Allah, please show me the right thing to do with my life. 

I'm tired of being told by somebody else to organize my life.